Dark Endings~Bec Botefuhr

They say that when you get knocked down to get back up, to push on, to fight. How do you fight when everything you've survived - all the sadness,happiness and the hopelessness have suddenly crashed down and the only thing you have left is the beating of your own heart or so you thought? SO many emotions with this book. I know I keep saying it, but this book in the beginning gutted me then pissed me off shooting me straight to Oh shit, I'm getting my hopes up. I have found throughout this series I have experienced every raw emotion capable of being felt. I have wanted to beat Jagger for being an ass and the next minute jump in his arms. Then you have Willow - how many times have I wanted to slap some sense into her then in the next scene engulf her in a hug and tell her it gets better. Just keep reading.

Willow has lost everything she lived for in the blink of eye or by the selfless act from Jagger. Suffering from wounds that can't be healed she comes to terms that the future she once believed in, will never happen. She has lost everything and everyone. Jagger is gone and the boys have unwillingly stepped out of her life. So once again she runs, but this time she is running to rebuild, to start over, to breathe again - because now she has a reason. Jagger is stuck in hell, his soul has been ripped from him so he is doing what he does best - moving on and trying to forget. This is the part that broke my heart. I wanted to jump in the book and be like FINE I will go save his ass, because I want my happy ending.

Don't worry you come out alive at the end of this book. I was scared I wouldn't, when I heard there is a fourth book. Bec seems to like to play with my emotions and leave me gasping at the end of her books. To say I didn't enjoy the way this book ended would be a lie. I loved it, all the emotions and heart palpitations was so worth it. She wrapped me up in her web from book one and when you think the ending couldn't be any worse than the last one she slaps you with a doozy again. I love the books that when you are reading you get so caught up in you don't even realize you have came to the end.So engrossed,so in awe you have nothing left, but to sit back and remember the journey she has just taken you on.

Dark Desire by Bec Botefuhr

Dark Desire by Bec Botefuhr
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

The madness and fan-girling continues into the second book.I loved the second book just as much as the first.I devoured it wanting to know every detail that was going on.My heart was hurting during the first 10% of this book.I had the wind knocked out of me along with feeling the pain Willow was surely suffering.To say I didn't understand the decisions Jagger was making wouldn't be fair.I learned from the first book he is fiercly loyal and knew he would work it out in his own time.I dove into book 2 with my heart on the floor and mouth hanging open.I experienced hate,love,laughter and discovered that beyond all- love prevails.





Hell has broken loose and the past has reared its ugly head.After the ending in the first book I wanted to crawl in a hole and die.I couldnt believe that after everything Willow has struggled through now she was going to be left to endure more pain and feelings of being unwanted.So she does what she does best and runs.She leaves everyone seeking the space to wrap her head around the situation.I wanted to cry and yell at the same time.I hated Jagger but I also loved him.Once Willow returns Jagger does what he does best,He consumes.

"I'm sorry,but no one touches what's mine.Ever."

Why Bec? Why can't you just let me leave one book with my ever loving heart beating.You make me want to claw my eyes out while reading, but at the same time you make me want to crawl in a corner and just love the way Willow and Jagger love each other.You have this way of bringing me in and trust me I'm all in.I just put down the Royal flush as you have captivated me into your world.I'm devastated,overwhelmed and so fucking in love I can't breathe.








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Dark Poison By Bec Botefuhr

Dark Passion by Bec Botefuhr
My rating: 5 of 5 stars


At this point I'm not sure who I'm more in love with,Jagger or Bec Botefuhr. I don't even know if I can review it as I honestly just want to keep it to myself.With that said there will be a lot of cussing in this review as I feel the word Fuck can only express my feelings of how much I really enjoyed this book.For me Jagger is the total package,he is bossy,protective,ass-ish,loyal,sweet and a total douchebag.Yes! My perfect man.I don't know what the fuck it is about a guy who can be an ass then say something sweet that makes me want to run and change my panties, but hot fucking damn.I wanted to kill him at times and the next page wanted him to push me up against a car and do me 7 ways to Sunday.My emotions ran wild while reading this book.One minute you are feeling hate,lust,sympathy and then 3 chapters later you are pissed off,laughing and heart broken.After I finished this book I had a lot of thoughts running through my mind like,What the fuck? Who the Fuck? Then I wrapped it up with- did we have to fucking go there?



With life Willow has suffered.She is broken,learning to survive and to come out on the other side in one piece.She is not perfect she is flawed with a twist of smartass and a boatload of defense mechanisms.I sympathized with her at times and wanted to strangle her at times.She has constructed walls so strong that it would take the force of an army to break through or possibly one just as strong male.She has a past that has made her dark, taught her how to survive and how to walk away from the ledge when all you want to do is jump.


"I know what it's like to be dark inside Willow;I've lived my entire life with darkness"


Jagger and Willow embark on a a relationship after he steals her to get information he desperately needs.He sets out to keep her safe and protected from falling into another gangs hands,but she ends up falling right into his arms.Together they learn that being in the darkness together can be the light they have been looking for.This book is the total package.Great Banter and dialogue,Alpha bad ass male,a broken kick ass female and to round it all out a great story line.



This book is Bam Bam approved



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Maybe This Time..Chantal Fernando

Maybe This Time by Chantal Fernando
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

OMG!!Do you hear that? Yes its me fan-girling over Chantal.Why you ask,because I just got to spend 6 hours locked in Holy Mother of Alpha world with Reid Knox.I love when you start a book and instantly become drawn in.She had me from 5% and never let go.I was unsure at first thinking- oh wow, these kids are young.Reid is 23 and by the time he opened his mouth his age flew out the window and my wanting to do things to his body came flying in.Wait! Not only do you have a hot,bad-ass,protective fighter you also get a sassy,feisty and headstrong female.Reid puts the first Bam in my Bam Bam.He growls,mumbles,tosses attitude and says things like "MINE" its freaking hot.If you are looking for a sweet book about love and learning who you are and how to walk away from revenge when it feels right then look no further.Its a feel good book that is a must read with a little twist.Add in some mistakes being made and women you will want to throttle and you have an evening of book love.



I loved Summer and her smartass comments.I swear she was never at a loss for words even being surrounded by bossy men.She held her own and the verbal sparring with her and Reid is why I love reading these type of books.Summer is 19 and is moving to live with her brother who she has never met.They instantly bond of course how could you not because, Xander is so protective and loyal your heart just melts.Once she arrives she is introduced to Reid and Ryan the holy hotness twins themselves.The attraction is instant for them and Summer has no trouble letting Reid know that she finds him attractive.The crazy back and forth relationship starts and possessive Reid Knox begins.



The only thing I can say after reading this is I want to be one of Reid's bitches.Yes that is just how swoon worthy he can be.All his badboy-ish attitude melted my old woman panties right off me.I can't wait to continue this series.What can I say "I'm in to deep" now and have to have more of these men.Write faster Chantal I need Ryan now!!!



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Consumed

Consumed by Skyla Madi
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

ITs no secret I love anything with a bad boy,MMA fighter or just all around cocky guy.With that said I also enjoy a well wrote story to go along with all my swooning and this girls is it.I devoured this story the characters were so relatable it made the reading just fly by.



Lets talk Seth..I love him and actually plan on having little MMA babies with him.Troubled guy with past who thinks he deserves not to have anything good in life until he meets the one person that makes him want that good in his life.Hes all bad boy,protective,hot and cold I want you but cant have you smirking man god.




Olivia is the good girl she just came out of a 6 year relationship with an ass who cheated on her more times than she can count.Recently single she walks into her dads gym and sees Seth who is all man oozing sex appeal.This is where the journey for these two starts.SHe couldnt escape him even if she wanted to and lets be honest why would she want too.





Although Seth made the story for me I enjoyed reading about a female who was not weak.She made her mind up and went after what she wanted.I loved watching Seth brought to his knees over a girl and then slowly watch these two fall in love.

I act like I don't give a fuck- and most of the time I don't,but there's a small portion of me that cares too much and for some reason...you fall into that portion

So yes I know this is another fighter book but trust me its so worth the read.Its a feel good fall in love with a hard ass and cheer on the female story with some kick ass back characters.Did I mention Im having Seth MMA babies..




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Until November 5 Holy Alpha Stars

Until November by Aurora Rose Reynolds
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Holy Mother of your ass sleeps in my bed every night.If you are looking for a hot alpha male who knows how to turn up the bossy attitude then look no further.I loved this book and the banter back and forth with the Asher and November.Asher was just what I needed at the right time.I mean talk about panty change because that shit was happening every time he opened his mouth.



After a freak accident November is running away from her home and back to her dad and family she never knew.Once back and working for her dad she meets Asher who is all ass and attitude.November stands her ground with Asher which is what I love.November knows how to give as good as she gets.She takes no shi,t but also steps back at just the right the moment.

"You're mine.I take care of you"



Asher! Oh my fucking god Asher.I loved him.Instantly!The moment he was a smartass with a I don't give a fuck attitude I knew we would be good friends.Bossy does not describe him he is freaking awesome as in all man and I will show you just how man I am..Yeah it's like that..He knows what he wants and that is November.He never has any doubts and I loved him for it.





I loved this book.For me it hit on all levels that I needed it to hit when I read a book.The author can write an Alpha with the best of them.There is something about a story that is well wrote when they instantly are attracted that just drowns out life and you become so focused on the book and characters and nothing else matters.Did I mention Asher has 3 brothers that are all hot.I didn't? I'm sorry he does and I will be the fan girl waiting patiently for all of them (seriously,you better write about all of them).

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Open Your Eyes... 4.5 Holy Epilogue Stars.. By Jani Kay

Open Your Eyes by Jani Kay
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

4.5 amazing stars


I had to sit on this review a few days just for the fact that this book had me in fucking knots.So before I start this lets go over a few things.First, the INCIDENT will be what I use to not include any spoilers.Secondly,I started in this book and found myself messaging the author begging her to tell me I would have my HEA, because yes I'm needy.Her Reply



I don't think I have ever wanted to swipe my finger so bad to take me to 96% of the book so I could see how it would end.Knowing what I do now I'm glad I didn't because just when you think this story was over BOOM welcome to mindfuck land and a Epilogue the leaves you mouth open and asking "Why the hell did you do that to me."




The story starts out in New York when Nat and her daughter take a getaway from life vacation leaving Australia behind.While there she meets Nick..Oh Nick I loved him instantly he was loyal,sweet and determined to get what he wants.He meets Nat and in that moment he knows she is the one he has been looking for.What I loved about Nick was there was no doubt he wanted a relationship with Nat no pushing her away, just a guy trying to get a girl.Nat was strong minded she was fiercely loyal to her family and the people close to her. I loved her during the first part and about half way just when I wanted to hate her I couldn't.I know that if I was in the same place as her I would do the same thing.Now let's meet Gabe the over protective,jealous husband.I hated him! That is all he came in like a damn storm and interrupted my blissful happy moments.After a tragedy strikes back in Australia Nat is forced to head back to the pain and confusion of her past.This my friends is where it all changes.Once the first INCIDENT happens I was like "Hell NO" Im done.Yes,its funny how the writer can play with my emotions to the point I just couldn't continue.I felt like most of the time I needed to have my hands over my eyes reading through my fingers.I pushed on and after the first INCIDENT I settled back down started getting comfortable with decisions made then BOOM another mindfuck.The second INCIDENT had me rereading the last paragraph going Holy mother of turnabouts didn't see that mofo coming.

These are the questions I asked myself.Do you believe in more than one true love? Can you love more than one person? Does fate really hold all the cards in this life we live? You will be thinking yes to all the above after reading this book. I still cant believe the Epilogue, because after reading it I loved GABE..YES alright you heard me I loved him.Here is to broken hearts,picking up the pieces and finding love twice in life..


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Willing Captive....Awesome book!!!!!

Willing Captive by Belle Aurora
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I went into this book eyes closed, I'm not going to lie. This book was suggested to me, so I thought well why the hell not. I looked it up, saw the cover and thought dark read. I don't really do those. Don't make my mistake, its a fucking brilliant book. Its been awhile since I laughed my ass off, because not only were the characters witty, but the banter between the two was priceless. Yes, I know I love my banter and boy do you get plenty of it in this book. Well done Belle you took a pitch that was outside low and most people wouldn't swing at, well you swung and knocked that bitch over the fence. I felt so connected and invested in the characters I haven't been able to move on.

Alright enough of hoping they make me an honorary Aussie lets move on. Lily is great she is a 22 years old full of sass and fight, but also one who has gave up the hopes of doing what everyone else her age is experiencing. Her Dad is extremely protective of both her and her sister, but everything changes in a blink of an eye. What you thought and who you thought are never the same. Lily is freaking awesome she handles shit like someone is holding the red flag and she is the bull she just charges into the situation that life has thrown at her.
I swear this guy must of been conceived through backdoor action. There is no way way being that much of an asshole is natural.

Nox, I knew instantly I was going to love him. He was so protective and loyal and never once wavered. Was he a dick once in awhile well hell yes, but damn if that didn't make me want to jump through my kindle and dry hump him. The thing about Nox was that he wasn't over written he came in and went out exactly when he needed too. There was not a moment I thought what the f just happened nope I loved him and his ability to see what he wanted and deserved and took it.
There are girls out there you want to fuck,and there are girls out there that you want to love."He looks me in the eye. "Not ashamed of you, Lily



So yes, you know I loved this book. Was this Bam Bam sex everywhere? No,but what there was is great characters who you connect with, laugh with and eventually cry with. Yes there is heartbreak and yes I wanted to kick her ass for it. Let me let you in on a little secret when the heart break is over and light starts shining through again what you are left with is a stunning ending to a great book. I have become a major fan and look forward to see what she brings to the table next.







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